Jolchobi

Robibarer sokal.
Jakhan ghum bhangleo chokh buje jege thaka jay. Ei jege thaka, kintu sei jege thaka noi; senses are there,when i am responsive to my
subconscious mind only . Moner nriguro - nribhite , nirbhejal ami-ta onek khon amar-e jalchobi r sathe anorgal katha bole.

Ekanto alapcharita-y ashepashe diye chute jay nityodiner tukitaki , kichu a-shanto muhurto abar kakhono abahelay fele deoa charpasher gungun. Ei bhabona-r
ekta boro gun ache; je o swadhin. Hoito kakhono grey matters ta-r arajakata chalate chay.Poristhiti ar poribesh ei dui abiroto anughatak er kaj kore. Takhan bhitorer jalchobita tolmol kore othe. Ami bujhi o amar thekeo pranbonto. O nirakar tobu ki bhishon ujjal or upasthiti; kibhabe ami oke upekkha korbo? Etai ki amar lorai nijer sathe?

Sara soptaho deoaal ghori tar sathe palla dite dite, bhirer majhe ukijhuki marar pranpon chesta kore o.

There are words in each drop of rain, kissing the earth;
Words are there inside
Words in the eyes of my good old friend
Whom I know very well, but can't remember the name.

Emonoto hoi konodin hisab kora khatay lekha kaj gulor diner seshe hisab mele na;dhora pore na kheyal e. Kintu abak lage , amar gopon kuthuri te lukiye thaka danpite aballyo bondhu-tar sathe saradin ami ki utpotang khunsuti korechi tar protita muhurto mone thake. Sei kolkolani ami sunte pai, kintu bhasay likhte pari na.

Countless those words are
Yet so countable;

Je lakshman rekha amake sob prolobhan , sob asubha ,sob ajana ar sob anishchoyota theke abiram ,protiniyoto soriye niye ekta bisuddho jibone sthapon korche ba korar chesta korche..ami jani.. ajante kakhan ekta biporit chumbak tar amogh tan- e tanche bhitorer jolchobi ta-ke, sathe amakeo.

Ekhon bujhi......

E ek odbhut upolobdhi..but so true. Oi jolchobita-i to amake 'ami' baniyeche. Or kache amar sob jarijuri mitthe. Amake or kache hartei hobe.

Its my inner mirage I am facing everyday..constant,breathless.
And there only I put a stop; I pause a while
only then.

tor jonno

"amader sobar sokti r adhar ta ki ek? amar kolsi ta joto ta bhorti ache, amar parar meyetar kolsi ta ki tar theke beshi bhorti? tahole oke poripurno lage keno? arr amar drishti sunoo...naki jakhan jol upche porte chai , kolsir chotto adhar pare na take dhore rakhte , takhan e charidike cholke porar sombhabona.. loker paye paye charidik kada kada. Tai kolsita mone hoi ektu khali thakai bhalo."

amra madhyobitto ghorer meyera ek adbhut dhach e boro hoyechi, ekii chanch sobar. chotto belay baba mayer hat dhore school, tarpor tuktak nach gaan sekha. aste aste schol er gondi periye college. kintu er porei golmal...


amader chirachorit samajik niom e dekhashona, poribar porijan, chehara pattor, taka poisa sob milieye milieye biye.tui sundori chili hoyeo gelo biye.. kintu tor chokh bhije chilo.parli na tui sei adommo chap sohjjo korte..toke je keu janar chestai korlo na. tor mone ash ta ki? tui ki tor ma-baba , tor bhai bon, balyo bandhu sokolke chere bidesh bibhui e giye thakte parbi?tor nacher class, offce er adda sob to ek jhotkay theme jabe. 'bachorer por bachor toke dekhte pabo na..'..ma baba onek kashteo nijeder buker upor pathor rekhe meye ke biday korlen..sobai bhule gelo tui kato bhalo nach korti, paray tor ekta nacher school hobe .tui chaiti.songsarer tanaporene tor higher study ta hoini..tui kintu bhalo tuition korati..onek chele meye toder samner ghore porte asto....arr ami gele amake sei fanke alu paratha redheo khaoati...school e sobar madhyo moni chili tui, didira bolten onek boro hobi ekdin.

tui oo kemon dhardhare gote badha, sohojei here jaoa meye.....kadte kadte ekdin heshei felli.. jed take tarol kore dili....mene nili sob?? naki tui oo onek paoar lobh korechili?

ajke tui onek dure thakis..songsar samlas..sat sokale ranna kore husband er tiffin ar berakfast banas.tar por sraradin eka ..arr agunti monkharap..hoito kakhono sakhono oii deshta ektu ghure dekha..eii tukui jibon... nijer mone hoi tor??tor sosur sasuri asen ,sat somudro pare tader cheleke dekhte.. acha tor ma babar jonno mon kharap kore?? goto tin bachor e sudhui tader golar aoaj sunechis...ore tor sathe oder narir tan..toke tara joggo hate diyechen , sukhi hobi tui. tobuo meyeke dekhte echa to hoi..parish na ekbar ghuriye ante..tor gochano songsar dekhate? tui ki etoi kangal?
tor sei khai khai sobhab ta ache?? naki songir abhabe setai tyag korechis?? tui to bolechili okhane naki bhalo achar paoa jaina.tai tor khaoar asol mojatai mati... ekhane ele toke ami kochur loti redhe khaoabo..

ekhon tui ek futfute konya sontaner ma.. aj onek din por meyeke niye deshe firechis... baper barite sudhu dudin thakbi? tui ajkal paka ginni hoye gechis..
sosur barir boro bou, onek daitto......somoy kothay.tor sei sundor mishti sobhab tao kothay ube geche.sediner sei frock pora meyeta ajke ekjon ma, hapiye jay tobu koler sishu take to khaoateii hobe.

tor meye take moner moto kore boro kor. thik tor moto kore.tile tile jatno kore or ek ekta echa ke lalon kor. dekhis segulo jeno hariye na jay, o jeno or
chotobelar akar kahtar chobi gulo chokher samne futiye tulte pare... tor adhbhora kolsi kanay kanay bhoriye tulbe o.. dekhis.. sudhu eii bar hal chere dis na.. ei bar mukhfute katha bolis ...ekta shakto mon ar onek sambhabona eii dutor combination je ki aghotan ghotate pare seta amader kalponar atit...oke or noukar kandari hote dis... sudhu or hat ta chere dis na.
hoito ba o tor moto boro barir ghoroni hobe na, hoito ba oo tor moto desh bidesh ghure berabe na.. kintu oo jakhan chaibe toke kache pabe, jakhan or mon kharap hobe tor kole eshe kadte parbe, toke mukh buje or kashto dekhte hobe na.or nijer jagot ta or moton e hobe..thik jemon ta oo chay..lorai kore nijer jaiga khujte khujte sothik jibon sathio khuje nebe..tor songsar abar bhore uthbe..kitnu takhan tor meyer chokhe sudhui khushir jhilik ar tui gorbito ma...

nijeke apoman kore sukhi hoa jay??? nijeke morjada diye tobei shanti.....

or sapno or, sakiota, or safollo r protita muhurte je bindu bindu jiboner swad o pabe, sei sob anubhutite o toke mone korbe 'ma , ami tomar meye'....